This morning I laid in bed and thought about how lucky I am to have josh as my fiancé. I’m so lucky he will provide for me and protect me. I cannot see myself with anyone else for as long as I live.
I’m so fucking sad all the time.
When people talk to me, I feel like they talk right through me.
He was my best fucking friend. I talked to him all day, everyday. I knew what he was doing, when he was doing it, who he was doing it with. Now he’s fucking gone, and I’m alone. I could talk to him about anything, now I feel awkward and stupid. I never needed make up or perfect hair with him. I could be me. No one has ever treated me that way. He always listened, even if he hated it....
This shit is beat.
CLASSY AS PHUCK!
dubbs3x: Liking guys that are in your group of friends who you hang out with every day. Too hard..especially when they all can’t settle on one girl. Like are you trying to get with every girl you know or..? I just wish that I could change that. But it would be even harder to date a guy in your group because if you break up, so much shit would change.
The camping crew, summer, everyone who actually talked to me this summer, everything.
I feel like if I ever had a boyfriend, outside of...
I'm on tumblr for five minutes.... hate it.....
That awk moment when you find out the guys in your...
Ugh, I just like him so much. Last weekend I thought forsure we’d kiss or something. But, you didn’t. Maybe you want to take things slow? Maybe you don’t like me? I don’t really know, but you should definitely come out and say it, either way.
the boy and the girl do not have a conversation
love does not exist
you're going to die some day
these past few weeks have been awful.
just awful. ):
stop, you make me miserable.
I didn’t say you ruined my life, stop over reacting. I said it was fine the first time it happened till you told my mom that i lie everytime i go out and that the cigs were mine. It’s fine. things are fine now. i’m just hurt, a lot by you. I’m not being a cunt, i think i have a right to be upset even if lying was wrong. Don’t you dare turn this around to make me seem...
Honestly, if anyone knew what i go through on a daily basis, they would understand the way that i am. I’m fucked up, and not the cute kind either. I SEEM to be semi normal, collected, and calm, but 24/7 i’m thinking of ways out. I’m not suicidal, at all. But, if something were to happen I don’t think i would mind. I don’t know. I can’t really trust anyone right...